Ok. This came to mind the other day. I know I wrote a tiny bit about it on my "health tumblr". I must start with saying that this does not go for all "fitblrs" far from, but some. Or no, it's more about some things that pops up every now and then. That actually scares me, makes me angry.
I follow a few people on tumblr who only/mostly posts about healthy eating, exercising, feeling good about yourself etc. At first it was very motivating and awesome and YAAAY but now... Maybe because I started follow some new people in this genre it has almost made me lose my motivation for the whole thing and made me quite sad and down sometimes when I think about it. Why is this, you might ask. WELL. This is because all of the NO and all of the DO and push push push. Push, not in a good way at least not in my eyes. YOU HAVE TO EAT CLEAN OR YOU WILL LOOK LIKE SHIT. That is what I feel many of these quotes that goes around are screaming to me. Even though there are many parts that also are YAY you ate a burger THAT'S OK burgers are tasty! It's like they want me to feel bad for eating my ice cream, drinking my soda and enjoying my pizza that is overflowing with cheese and fat.
It makes me angry. I'm not a faliure because I like and enjoy my shitty foods etc. Just because I skip a day at the gym does not make me a poo either. Also this is a quote I've been wanting to puke on for a very long time:
I'm trying to fill my "health tumblr" with all posetive things and I do not want to make anyone (including myself) feel like shit because of these silly things. Specially not for eating fries. fhjfhsjkshak just scares me. This fasade of beeing healthy and awesome and fit and then you notice these things. They scare me. It's good to eat well and exercise yes but I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. Some of the things that goes around fitblrs feels like they are just pooping in your brain. I DO NOT nor WILL I feel like shit for eating crappy every once in a while or maybe skip working out sometimes just because I did not feel like it. Cred to all the aweomse ones out there though. To all the once who encourage people to stay fit, healthy and happy even if we don't eat 100% clean or go to the gym 5 times a week!
I think I was to tired to make this posts. I'm expecting misunderstandings. Now, bed. AWESOME NIGHT EVERYONE!