LOVE LOVE LOVE

So let's start with my past relationships.

I don't want to write a lot about this because I simply don't care to think about it. It's nothing that I think about today because I don't live in the past, I'm very happy where I am now and do not have any need to vent any of my past romantic relationships ^-^

I've had 2 serious relationships before the one with Roberto. One when I was 14 and one when I was 15.

The first one was with my at the time best friend. I was actually inlove with his best friend ehee, but one thing led to another and even though I wasn't inlove with him we became a couple. I don't remember anymore how I felt if I ever was really inlove with him or if it just was a very comfortable friend, part love relationship. People though we where a couple for 8 months even though we actually became a couple (for me) four months after others started thinking we where together.

My other serious relationship was with a guy who lived in 100 miles (miles as we measure in Sweden) from me. It lasted for almost 5 months. I really liked this guy and he got a bit weird after breaking up with me. some time after he broke up he started saying he would move up to Övik (where I went to school), so he could see me becasue he missed me yada yada yada. I didn't really care for it at all.

After, in between and after that I've been dating a few guys as well but nothing serious really.

When I was 18 I met Roberto. I stayed in Stockholm for four months because of school. I spent those four months at a hairdressing saloon called Extend. I became friends with a guy called Hanse there who invited me to go to some parties with him so I got a bunch of new friends. Or I never hung out with them unless we partied. Anyways! My friend Ida who went to the same grade/class as me and we had no idea what to do for halloween that year. My friend Hanse told me about a party so, we went there. It was not the funniest party I'd been too. Some time during this night Ida and I stood by the bar, I think she ordered something I don't know. We turned around and I bumped in tho this OH SO HANDSOME GUY! He looked like this:

This picture is from the night we met. No wonder I fell head over heels for this guy! He did however not really fall for me (I had a clown costume sooo that might have been why HAHAAH).

When I got home that night (to Ida's place) I tried to find him on facebook. No luck. after a while I remembered that Hanse knew him a bit so I searched his facebook and foun Roberto! I found out his age (27 at the moment, I thought he was my age XD), I also found out that he had a girlfriend, for 7 years...

A month after we met they broke up and we started hanging out a few days after. It was during a weekend and I ended up staying at his place the whole weekend. Even though I was super cute and charming A WHOOOOLE weekend he still didn't love me. GAh what does a girl have to do?!
2 months after we started seeing eachother I had to go back up to Övik to attend school. At new years my best friend Juicy and I decided to go down to stockholm to party with our friends or, I think at this part they where my friends and not Juicys yet? I'm very confused now I can't remember the timeline... haha
If it is how I think it was Roberto actually called me and wanted to see me (the first time he ever have don this).

From new years and april I think I visited Roberto twice and he me once. or maybe I went down three times. We officially became a couple April 2 2010. A few months after that (in June) Roberto broke up with me. For reasons that I don't wanna bring up. It took some time for me to actually find out why he acted like he did. We got back together in July, but before that. During our break I actually had the time to date two guys LOLOLOLOL. OH but before we get to that! Just before he broke up with me I thought to myself "is this the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with?" the answer I gave myself was "no".

Anyways back to these two boys. One of them is my best friend. I love him a lot just not in that way. I'm not going to be a meanie and not tell you who this is. It's my friend Johan! Roberto knows about this too and he doesn't have any problem with us haning out now.

Johan and I have made a promise to each other. If neither of us are merried when we're 40, we'll get married. Now I hope that wont happen. HAHA Johan is a great guy and all but I wanna be with Roberto! We don't really need to talk about this other guy. He's old and you don't know who he is. I'm glad Roberto asked me for us to get back together before it went any further ^-^

After the Arvika festival 2010 when Juicy and I got to Stockholm we went to some party, TN. Roberto called me that night and asked me to come over. I was not sure what to do but I went there. By bus and the buss didn't stop when I pushed the stop button so I got of one station after and I didn't want to call Roberto and say I was lost so I headed back the same way the bus came from and exactly when I called Roberto to say I was lost, I saw where I was. HAHA. So this is around 3 am or something. I came straight from a party and had been drinking (this was going just according to his plans), he said "I want us to try again". I didn't really get what he meant, so silly little girl answered "try what?". If I had not been drinking I would have said no but I said yes.

When I woke up the day after I did not feel good. I was not hungover, I just felt no, this is not right. During the busride hoe (back up top my parents) I texted Roberto and said, "if we're going to try again I want it to be 100%". I was very honest to him during this time and said exactly how I felt, that I was not sure about this at all and didn't know how I felt about him. He actually took a week of from work just after I went up to my parents to spend time with me. It was so sweet of him ^-^  You can say this is where our actual love relationship started.

QUESTIONS

The questions that not have been answered above.

have you ever been in relationship with girl/woman?
ANSWER: nope ^-^

Have you ever been cheated on, and did you stay with that person? 

ANSWER: No and I wouldn't either. Cheating is never okay, you don't go behind your partner that way! That's my oppinion. I know Roberto is on the same page as me on this one.

How often ( if ever) do you two argue? and how often do you think its normal for a couple to argue?
ANSWER: We very rarely argue and if we do it's about the silliest things. It often ends with "what else should we argue about". The only time I've found myself mad at him is when I get really upset and start crying for some dumb reason (like the omelette) and he doens't know how to handle me and only focus on getting mad at me for what I did wrong. like throwing things. I get that though even though I in the heat of the moment jsut want him to feel sorry for me and hug me XD Afterwards I think he does the right thing because it makes me more aware of how I act when I get my outbreaks ^-^

I can't answer the last part because I think that is very individual.

 What is the things you love about each other? Or hate?

ANSWER: I can't answer for him but I hate nothing about him! I wouldn't wanna bore people wit things I love about him since I love almost every ide of him there is. I love that wer have so many things incommon, that we love spending so much time with each other, that we don't like to hang out with others so much, that we like to go for walks together, how he notice the small things that I do (even I don't notice them), that he lets me be me ALL THE TIME, that we have so much fun and laught together, that we let eachother be alone when we don't feel like beeing up in each other all the time. I'lls top here ^-^

How often do you give gifts to each others?

ANSWER: Not that often. On birthdays and christmas. Maybe some other times too but yeh it's nothing we care about. We rather spend money on doing stuff together ^-^

 Are you having kids? 

ANSWER: Time will tell. You never know ^-^

How you make the other one feel better when you are down?

ANSWER: I just want him to hug me. I usually asks if he wants anything special or if I can do anything, then I dod it.

 Do you still go out together (on a date)?

ANSWER: if movies counts, at least once a month. We go out more together now than in the beginning of our relationship :)

In which moment you knew you love him?
ANSWER: I don't know :P

 Do you think you and your boyfriend would still have fallen in love and kept a relationship if either one of you had no body modifications and dressed "normally"? If you were still the same people just not modified.
ANSWER: Honestly, I don't think so. I mean the whole reason why I started talking to him was because of how he looked X) So if we met the same way no. If in another way, maybe ^-^

Hade ni lite "galna" stilar när ni träffades, eller kom dom fram tillsammans till hur ni ser ut idag?

SVAR: Du har nog inte läst min blogg innan vi blev tillsammans va ^-^ Vi var dom vi är innan vi träffade varandra och hade mer eller mindre hittat vår personliga stil redan :)

Var det någon som var emot er förhållande?

SVAR: Inte vad jag vet :O

I vardagen, när är det ni behöver varandra mest?

SVAR: Jag skulle inte säga att vi behöver varandra :O Men jag uppskattar att han finns där när jag haft en jobbig dag, eller har en jobbig dag. När jag mår dåligt eller är ledsen :)

 Ni kanske får mycket blickar på staden, orkar ni gå ensamma ut pga det eller behöver ni varandra att gulla med?

SVAR: Jag förstår inte riktigt frågan. Om vi orkar gå utanför lägenheten utan varandra? Ifall det är frågan så är det klart vi gör. Skulle vara riktigt jobbigt att ta sig till jobbet annars, eller umgås med andra kompisar, eller bara gå och handla :P

vad är ditt längsta förhållande :)?

SVAR: Det med Roberto ^-^ 2 år och snart 3 månader :)

 Har det varti svårt för dej att glömma nått av dina ex eller har du gått vidare direkt :)?

SVAR: Jag har inte haft några längre heartbreaks men visst har det varit jobbigt just då!

Vad tycker dina förädlrar om din pojkvän? :)

SVARANSWER: Oh ja det gör dom :)

 Och har du bra kontakt med hans familj?

SVAR: Nej det har jag inte.